Fuck God. I hope God delivers me is what I wrote last month. I tried to hold onto faith, talked to God daily. Prayed, prayed hard. What have I gotten from all this? Nothing. Shit. So God can go fuck me. God loves you? The fuck he does. God doesn’t give a shit about me. He doesn’t even care about my son who is just a baby as everything that happens to me directly effects him. God won’t do for me and he won’t even do for him. So fuck God.